I think I want to be on Broadway or something.
I think that’s what makes me different from a lot of people. That I have the drive to do this kind of thing. I want to make it big somewhere. I think I will. I would rather be acting than making my own music and I think that’s why I am in such turmoil.
You always hurt the ones you love
me every single day
i dont have an opinion on john green but i kinda respect him due to the fact there was the girl named Julia who went to my school who had cancer and he wrote her letters and she had them framed at her funeral and he cried when he found out Julia died so i mean????
So nice outside!!!! Here’s a selfie #me #selfie
I really hate playing and making music at the moment and I have a show coming up on the 22nd and I keep wanting to back out but I won’t. It’s not going to be good. I don’t know..
Music isn’t really fun for me right now. The fact that I have to pick up my banjo tomorrow to practice and maybe try to write a song really gives me anxiety and personally I just don’t want to be in any of the bands I am in.
My solo project is only resurfacing because of this show I was asked to play. (The one I really want to back out of)
Now that I am doing only vocal for Worms I feel like people aren’t going to like that for some stupid reason. I feel obligated to play an instrument while I sing to be taken seriously.
And Montagh is a band with or without me so I guess it really doesn’t count with these feelings despite if I was there for a show it has been so long since I have played with everyone I would probably vomit and feel like shit because I never remember anything.
Making music and playing it right now is just really scary and I feel like I have zero worth as a musician and that’s something I won’t get over. I just like singing right now, but like I said even if I did that with Worms I still feel this way.
I guess I feel like no one is really supportive of me???
I’m not really supportive of me either.
I love making music but right now, I hate it. Is this normal?
Trying to think of another tattoo to get in like six months- a year from now.